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2.   Noumenal Self

               Noumenal Self is our Being and not a concept, hence it is our subtle and consistent awareness experience.
               It is the first person subjective experience of being aware of awareness itself - the witness Self (sakshi). It
               does not potentiate any action unlike the phenomenal self. However, noumenal Self illuminates our inner
               apparatus like mind, intellect, ego and memory.

               The difficulty arises in studying our noumenal Self because of pre-existing habits of mind.  We are trained,
               culturally, from childhood in the phenomenal world of object reality.

               We  can  work  directly  on  the  noumenal  Self  (direct  method)  directly  by  the  Gyan  Marg  (  Path  of
               Knowledge)  because  it  is  not  mediated  through  mind-body-sense  instrumentalities,  but  is  just  the
               experience of unmediated awareness.

               The experiential or direct methods of Self Inquiry, developed by spiritual leaders like Ramana Maharshi,
               Nisargadatta Maharaj and Atmananda Krishna Menon and further elaborated by their non-dual followers
               & practitioners such as Jean Klein, John Levy, Alexander Smith, Philp Renard , Francis Lucille, Ramesh S.
               Balsekar, and Rupert Spira.

                3.  Inculcating movement between level of Awareness

               Working on the phenomenal and the noumenal Self essentially is the facility of movement between 3
               levels of awareness. Like gears in a car, we must learn to move between three levels.

                   1.   Stand  to  see  the  object  reality,  the  roads,  building,  table  etc.  By  and  large  almost  all  of  us
                       recognize and operate from here. The problem arises when we get stuck here and believe this is
                       ultimate reality.

                   2.  Stand to see our subtle mind and the other’s mind, different from ours. At this level of awareness,
                       subject – object becomes the dominant frame. The difficulty arises when we are fixated.

               3.    Stand as  awareness  means  our  attention  is  steady  in  the  awareness  of  being  aware. Content  in
               awareness such as thoughts, feelings, perceptions, judgements are all parts of the phenomenal self. The
               Noumenal self is witness Self.

                4.  Inculcating ‘Witness Self’?

               We shall illustrate a three-stage practice that helps integrate contrasting realms of Ego and Witness self.

               Stage one

               This starts with noticing the contents in consciousness, such as emotions, cognitive process and also
               cultural conditioned behaviour. By careful attention to these contents, one develops the perception to
               differentiate characteristics of the contents of awareness, and that of the process of Consciousness itself
               . While skill and steadiness are obtained in observing contents, intra-subjective witness is strengthened.

               Stage two

               The second stage is when self-awareness develops. In this stage, the witness-self is able to relate to the
               coming and going of emotions, desires and thoughts, and at the same time be free to make choices about
               those contents or emotions and be able to ask certain questions to one self. For example, in our endeavour


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